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| I am so intelligent ... I am so great ... 3rd A+ in a row ... let me
build a starship or something! But for now I am developing a master
alcohol plan ... 
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| Weird days
--part1
Sometimes there are days that are just weird. I think everyone knows
such days that arent necessarily bad but rather strange to oneself.
They consist of several happenings independent from each other that are
mostly totally away from your normal daily life flow and you start
asking yourself: Am I dreaming or is this really a regular day? Well
sooner or later (mostly in bed) in such a case I start thinking about
the past day and smile benignly because such days or events remind me
that I am still alive. Just like other very special days during the 365
repeating thing one can remember those days the whole life. Let me list
a few things in my past two weeks.
It all started on the 29th of Juni at 10 o´clock. I were sitting on a
gray chair with a built-in evelator that brought me in a very
horizontal position while a nice mid aged orthodontist with a
sleeveless top and armpit hair said: oh well Mister Zeman let´s start
then. Well getting braces with 26 isnt that common among my 26er
colleagues mostly because they already had one 10-15 years ago.
Unfortunately my doctor didnt care at that time my parents didnt either
and I were happy about that. Now things have changed ... everyone
smiles at me with that perfect white smile like Heidi Klum and so I got
more Vulcan like with every year and tried to supress my emotitions to
avoid laughing and showing my teeth :) Anyway, back to my orthodontist.
Maybe you have already guessed that he is a she.
(It´s kind of strange to me that there is no way to express the sex of
"something" right in word of "something" itself. In german for an
example "lawyer" is male and something like "lawyerin" is female. It
bores me that I always have to insert an extra sentence just to explain
the subject´s sex. I have found out that high intellectual english
speakers and readers are just continuing in the next sentence with the
right pronoun like "... while my orthodontist with armpit hair bent
over me. She was nice and had a warm comforting voice ..." To a non
native english speaker this always throws up the question (till you get
it): Huh ?? Who is "she" ?! Maybe I gonna adopt this scheme as my
english gets better.)
Her assistent gave her the brackets one by one and she stuck it on my
teeth. Since I am already 26 I decided not to take a
metal-grin-looking-tennie-device but a high-tech-invisible one. That
means the brackets are behind my teeth in my upper jaw and transparent
in my lower jaw. That looks like: http://www.lingualtechnik.de/daten/images/start_ok.jpg
and
http://www.kfo-online.de/lexikon/W/gifs/inspire_metall.jpg.
Unfortunately
the whole thing has 2 big downsides: First of all it costs 5500€ (about
6600$ for my fellow american readers) and guess who pays that... But -
Being a student and having a few millions on my bank account this is
the smaller problem. The bigger one is that I started to mumble and
lisp because my tounge always touched those damn inner brackets. That
was rather annoying since the biggest summer party in Erlangen took
place on the same day and I was supposed to go there. Not to mention
the people at Siemens or all my other friends...
tbc in part2
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| The sense of life, is not wasting your time searching it but living
your life. I mean one thing is for sure and that is that a lot of
famous philosophers drew the final conclusion that there is no real
'sense of life' more or less.
So since there is no sense, the sense is to integrate yourself within
your environment and live what is meant for you. Fulfil the function
that is meant for you. That is the only thing you can do. Trying to
find THE sense is like trying to find out where the universe is or
something. It is simply not possible to determine in which simulation
you are with the tools the simulation gave you. Do not waste your time
with that because you just have no chance.
Hate, love, loneliness, pride, envy, admiration, color, fury et cetera
are emotions. And emotions regardless of their type are the only
thing that makes life worth living. Have you ever thought of being a
human (or whateva) without emotions? "Emotions keep us alive" is
so essentially true because otherwise there would be simply no reason
to live. We are scared of dying, we are proud of being that... What
would be if you CANT be scared of dying? (try to image that!)
Well let´s draw our own conclusion: There is no sense behind it and
emotions dominate our life. Cave in to them. Do whatever you like to do
(actually your emotions want you to do/say/have... that) and enjoy it.
It is what its all about.
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Why is that?
Maybe one reason is that I am not living at my parents house anymore.
My Mum baked cookies, decorated the whole house with christmas stuff
and so on. Here I am by far to busy with studying, working, going out
for partys and dont even think about christmas. Some students here
bought fairy lights or other christmas decoration and placed them in
their windows 
There is even a
christmas tree standing in every house entrance (if you dont know where
'here' is: www.rommelwood.de). I dont know but If I put such stuff in
my room I'd do it because everyone does it. And that´s not worth the
money (my hard earned good euros... 
) The feeling is gone ...
Why the heck is Carrie sooo corpulent in the 6/7th season of "King of Queens"?!
).
(kay unfortunately I forgot to pay for mine too